Not from being sick (Doodle’s still got a stomach bug, but I’m ok for now). Not from being “earth friendly.” But I’m jealous. I hate admitting that. I really should be thankful for all God’s done for me. I should be happy for my sisters in Christ for the blessings they are getting. But it is so hard.
First there’s the She Speaks Conference in June. I really want to go. I don’t know, however, that it’s God’s will for me to go. I had planned on earning my way there, only to have some bills pop up that were more urgent than my conference savings account. I was sad to find out they are filled up and even if I have the money now, I’d be put on a waiting list.
Then there’s the fact that 3 top bloggers are going to be giving blogging sessions at the She Speaks Conference. They all have great blogs with lots of readers and comments. Why can’t my blog be like that? Why can’t I be invited to speak? Why can’t I be there?
And, how in the world do blogger moms get invited for a free trip to Disney?
A sound heart is life to the body, But envy is rottenness to the bones. — Proverbs 14:30 (NKJV)
So, forgive me as I go in search of wood to build a bridge and get over it. I am blessed in many ways. I need to concentrate on that instead of reading other blogs and being envious of their blessings.
