Discerning God’s specific Will for my life is difficult at times. I had decided that I would work my way to the Proverbs 31 Conference called She Speaks in June. I actually picked up 3 jobs to do since then, and they’ve gone anything but smooth. I lost one client’s blog posts for a month. I installed software on one site and it’s constantly returning to one screen — not proceeding any further.

Yesterday I was stressed and wondering why I’d taken on these jobs. I remembered last year about this time I was stopping all work to just concentrate on my family. So now, when I’m banging my head on my desk because things aren’t working the way they should, I’m going back to God to see what I missed. Am I not supposed to go to She Speaks? I can handle it if the answer is no — I just need an obvious answer. Back to banging my head to fix the jobs I’m currently doing.

In the middle of not sleeping last night, I saw an update from a blogger I follow. Beth @ I Should Be Folding Laundry was pregnant with twin boys. She lost the babies. How trivial are my problems? Very. Be in prayer for Beth and her family that they may feel God’s peace and understanding as to why this is all happening — and discerning His will for their lives.